Actuality

A waste of all that time
All that love of mine just thrown away
I have actually given up on you
Until another day...

You actually made me believe
That not all guys are the same
I finally found that amazing guy
Turned out all along you were lame

I had tried my best to stop caring
I had let my heart control my mind
And reach the limit of way to far
I actually thought you were one of a kind

Deep inside I knew it may never work
But I let my feelings bottle up inside
My friends warned me, said you were a player
I didn't listen and to myself I lied

I actually thought you were worth something
Until I discovered you blocked me
All those times you stared
Unlike other girls, I would actually care you see

Give up on all those little girls
The ones that only cheat on you
Open your eyes I'm right here
I need you to be there for me too

But, I guess either way we both made mistakes
Me for trusting in a j*rk
You for turning away from what you know was good
Behind your corners I know longer lurk