Have you ever?

Have you ever jumped into a pool of water,
And swam to the bottom?
It was just too deep and hard for you to get back out?

Now have you ever thought you loved someone?
And you jumped too fast,
You cant pull yourself back out...

You ring him and love him unconditionally
But something is pushing you away,
You couldnt put your finger on it but then you think...

Have you ever loved someone that talks for you?
That buys you gifts just because?
Would give up this world just for you?

Is it just me I need to know,
But this wall keeps coming up,
I cant handle relationships where I am not free,

Have you ever pushed a person away for loving you too much?
That is the question I want you to ask yourself,
And tell me coz i cannot live the life YOU want me to

Coz i cant breathe,
I cannot swim to the top of that pool
OR climb back up from that big jump
I feel trapped and tied down in this relationship