This felling I do not understand

I have this felling I do not understand,

It should not be here,

I wish I Ran,

away wen I had the chance,

you make me sweet I can not breath,

I can not see,

these emotions are taking over me,

what is it that makes me want to be with you,

to open up,

I should think this throw,

I love this felling but I hate it to,

help me get over you,

I just sit across from you,

with out a word we sit here,

hoping the other will sit right next to us,

and say I wont to be with you,

because were scared of the truth,

what if the other dose not see it,

what if the other dose not feel it,

what would we do,

sit there in front of every one,

hoping it's not true,

that we wake up,

it's all a big dream and no one really sees,

or hide till we move,

I hate this do you,

dose he see me in the same way,

or dose he just wont to push me away,

is it me or is it you,

I don't think I know what to do,

this feeling is scaring me and so do you,

all i want now is the truth,

with out being pushed away,

or ruining this weird relationship we have today,

do you see anything in me.