The Ring On My Finger

The ring on my finger,
How I cherished you.
Needed you, wanted you,
For all that you were, are;
Deep down and true.

How I gave you my life
And you threw it away.
I hope I can have it all back
One day.

But I love you;
Keep it as long as you wish.
Already forgive you;
Nothing to forgive.

I need to believe this will
All be okay;
Can't face the truth-
Can't handle this pain.
I feel so alone-
My whole world has changed.
Changed for the worst
And now won't be the same.

I love you,
Adore you-
For better,
For worse-
But my heart's not a blessing;
It's become my curse.

Right now I can't blame you,
I know it's not 'you'-
I can feel that you love me,
It's there in the truth.

You just need some time,
So time I shall give,
I need to have hope
Or I'm not gonna live.

I'm hurting so much
And this pain is so raw;
I just want you back and
I can't ask for more.

I WROTE THIS WHEN MY FIANCE BROKE MY HEART! [MEN CAN BE &*%$'S!!]