Where did we go?

Baffled in every sense of the word.
mellow in the distance ending of the world.
you supprise me with your humor.
with plastic i heal my murmur.
sharp shards puncture my lungs.
hurt with every breath, cant stop when you just begun.
separate my ribs i know you want out.
diseased young child, there is no way out.
please eat, need sleep, don't give up breathing.
stuck in the shadows self-loathing.
what have i done? kiss me goodbye.
my vision is gone, hear my glass lie.
is this a test? dont test me please...