Unwanted

The feelings of unwanted sinks in,
Why does nobody want me??
Am I that ugly?
Am I fat?
I have no idea...
Why nobody loves me...
If you can find a reason will you please tell me....
I feel like i'm going through a life of hell,
And it never will end...
And it hurts...
It hurts so much...
To feel so unwanted...
To know no one cares...
Or loves me...
I'm dieing inside....
And I'm trying to save my poor helpless life.....
But I don't know how..
I'm falling deeper...
Into a dark hole....
It's getting darker and I'm getting scarder...
And I'm afraid to say....
But I'm afraid of what lies ahead....
For my poor...Tortured soul....