Why should i care if he dies

Why should i care if a rose turns black

why should i care if my heart turns cold

why should i care if he hurt me

why should i care if he cheated on me with my sisters best friend thats only 14

why should i care if he never did

why should i love him after every thing he's put me though

why does the wind blow when every thing is so still

why does your heart still long when you wanna hate

why is it when you think you found Mr. right he cheats on you cause you don't wanna have sex

why is it you ask that i still i should be hating him after what he's done

because its love and he says he's sorry but i know better than that to run back because no matter how hard you try he's not gonna change for you or any one don't get you self down because he don't love you and you know you love him.....
this is abt the man i was gonna marry til he cheated on me while we was engage