My Last Poem

I'm tired of these silly words
So small and absurd
Yet to me they have some meaning
I'm so tired of screaming
I yell to no one who can hear
I watch as the end gets near
And right as I start to shout
I forgot what this was all about
Why am I sitting here crying
What are these cuts from that I keep lying
Who are you that pretends to be my friend
Right up until the end
I wish I could've learned to smile
Before it was up, my while
But the pain is becoming stronger
And I don't think I can hold on much longer
All I wish is to thank you with these last rhymes
For all of the times
You let me crying in my own blood
Lying on the bathroom floor with a thud
Thank you for letting me drown in my tears
For the past years
Now I hope you hold these dear and see
How your words could've saved me