Just love me

You tell me that you love me
but
I want so badly for you to show it, instead
Sometimes the only thing that matters is what you do
Not what is said.
It kills me when I see her, she goes to where you work
She drives by where we spend our time
I see the way she looks at you and at me
With that sideways little smirk.
There's so many things I wish that you knew
Like how much you mean to me
how
I'll always love you.
but
There's things that don't make sense to me
like
This back and forth back and forth thing.
I just need to know that you'll always be around and that
You'll never leave me again
All of these feelings mixed with pain
Are making me drown!
I wish that we could run away together
Live life with just the two of us
After all you put me through
You're still the only one I trust.
Just love me
Please, just love me...?