Overwhelmed with depression, humiliation and shame.
i do my best to hide it all away.
doing what i can to fight it, yet it's only getting worse.
i quickly came up with a new reason for not giving up.
i've never gotten this far in treatment before.
so if i quit now i would have wasted all these years i have suffered through and learned from.
some religions believe in reincarnation.
then there is a possibility i'd have to start again from scratch on my treatment.
all over again.
and continue over and over, until i get it right.
so i press on.
