My Biggest Wish.

Drowned out,
Cant hear,
The tears swell my from my cheeks,
As I pull away.

Pulling out of reality,
Pulling out the knife,
Pulling out my hair,
Pulling out my life.

I look at the candle,
Burning ever so bright,
I blow it out,
Pretty beautys no longer in site.

I think of a months time,
My birthday that is,
I dream of many things,
Happiness, Love, Friendship...
The list goes on.

Tears pour down my face,
I try to scratch them away,
But they only leave marks,
Clear and red...

I look in the mirror
The blood swells to the top,
My face is a mess,
I wish time would stop.

I wish someone cared,
But no one does,
Too busy caring for everyone else,
I dont matter anymore

The blood drips to the floor,
I stare at it, Crimson and bright.
My legs collapse,
In the dead of the night.

In the dead of the night,
Im sitting on the floor
Staring at my blood,
smeared across the ground

I rock back and forth,
I hug my knees closer, tighter
I scream at the top of my lungs
With all of my might
I pull at my hair,
I drag out my knife,
How I wish tonight,
I could end my life.