I never really believed it,
When you told me how you felt,
How every time I looked at you,
Your knees would shake and your heart would melt.
I never knew what I should say,
Or how I should react,
But all I knew is that inside,
I’d never ever felt like that.
I never knew you lied to me,
When you said you didn’t want ‘us’ anymore,
I never knew you cried for me,
Or silently begged and pleaded as I walked out the door.
I didn’t know that when you spoke to me,
Deep inside you wanted to die,
I didn’t know that you knew you’d lost me,
The second you saw my tears as I’d cry.
I still don’t know what went wrong,
Or why you pushed me away,
I need want to know what you were thinking,
What was deep down inside you that day?
I still do wonder about why it happened,
Or what caused you to deceive,
I still do cry when I realize,
You never really did believe.
