Every morning i wake up with but a smile on my face
until i realise I'm back in this place
a home full of hatred a home full of fear
i never feel wanted when i am here
i love to stay sleeping inside my bed
though the thoughts of you remain in my head
you shout for no reason you go off on one
such a father like you i couldn't have came from
my mother she's sick but you do not care
the pain i see in her eyes i cannot bare
you take her for granted don't know what you have
if she told you her feelings you would just laugh
you smack us about from wall to wall
do you even love us at all
my friends try to help me but i can't let them in
i don't want them to see what i grew up in
my first sister gone left home got a family
my second sister away at university
i will leave when i am old enough
along with my Teddy's my bearings and stuff
my brother much younger
he has to wait longer
but my mother will have to cope for the rest of her life
coping with pain anger and strife
i will free you mummy from his possession
no longer you'll be handled with such aggression
but the man in that house standing for all of time
that man in the house is no father of mine
