Make me feel this

So i ask over and over again,
Why do you make me feel this?
all this hurt?
all this jealousy?
all this hate
rise up inside of me
not knowing what to do
Why cant you be honest?
What is wrong with me?
You see me hurting,
and you don't even care
You don't even ask if I'm OK
To you,
I'm nothing,
nothing but a disaster
You see this blood pouring out of me,
And you don't even stop to stare
I'm bleeding so much,
why did i have that knife?
i stuck it in me,
like i didn't even care
Are you going to say that last goodbye?
Or just walk past,
like you don't even care...