FIRST LOVE (does it really die?)

(bear with me cause this is quite long...)

You came into my life unexpectedly,
I never thought that you will be a part of me.
Surprisingly, you did and became mine,
We loved each other, things were just fine.

Though some people do not like you for me, I still loved you
I knew, they were wrong and that our love was true.
So I have decided to fight for our love,
Because I believed in the feelings we have.

We were good together, you love me so true and we are strong
The kind of relationship we had was something that will last long.
But love's test came in the way and played with our hearts
You had to leave and break us apart.

I thought it was okay, to love you from afar,
A long-distance relationship I thought for us was not hard.
But I was wrong cause you have given up on me,
It was a lie when you told me we would forever be.

You had to make a story that you have someone else,
So that I can give up on you and in love's test.
It was hard for you to be away from me,
That is why you chose to create the stupid story.

You told your friends you are hurt but it is better for you and I,
Than being away, and soon to me, you might lie.
You knew, you are not faithful enough,
Or should I say, your love for me was just not tough?

So I ended breaking up with you and set you free,
I was so hurt but that is the way it should be.
It was so painful, every night I weep,
I remember you and the memories I keep.

My heart was shattered, you just do not know,
You were my first love but I had to let you go.
There was nothing I could do but be strong
But still I remember you, when I hear our song.

I went on with my life, trying to forget about you,
But you still call me and did not let me to.
We were no longer together but you still show your care,
Making me feel that your love is still there.

You made it hard for me to get over you,
Knowing that you still care, was so much of a clue,
You were giving me hope through the feelings you try to bare,
You were not letting me go and It was just so unfair!

A year later, you came back and I was surprised!
I did not know what to say, I cannot even look in your eyes
My heart was beating fast, I cannot mention your name,
Then I thought, Is fate playing a game?

All the while, I thought I was already over you,
But when you came back, I did not know what to do.
I tried avoiding you, but the world is so small,
I cannot help myself, and with you I still fall.

We became close and people thought we were together again,
Then you ended up, wanting me back as your girlfriend.
I was so happy, feeling that my broken heart will be healed,
Only to find out that you were not true and again my heart was killed.

They say, "love is sweeter the second time around"
But I guess, that was something I have not found.
Your love for me would be true, only ONCE,
The second time, it was not and there is no more chance.

We became friends after all that has happened between us,
It was hard for me, but I think for you and I, it was just
But you keep on showing me your feelings, I am not sure are real
Trying to get over you but you give me hope for the love I feel.

I see you in school, with different girls and with someone new,
Hurting me inside, with your feelings, I do not have a clue.
I do not know what was on your mind or how you really feel,
I am so confused if you love me still.

You are with your girl, but my friends see you stare at me,
You even tell them, with her, you are not really happy.
You said, you were just having fun, and was not serious,
You said I am still the one but I am so much more than confused.

NOTE: this is just the first part, please read the next one so you know how it ended..thank you so much!