My addiction

I make this rhyme
Try to keep in time

I trust in you
To be too true

To tear me down
And make me frown

To make me fly
So high in the sky

To be on top
Or a great big flop

The insecurities only grow
Bringing my ego to an all time low

Each new vote brings new hope
Finding ways just to cope

Each poem another dose
To each of you it brings me close

This bitter sweet pain I’ve inflicted
Each day makes me more addicted