I dreamt of him again

I removed your eyes from memory,
I tried to forget your voice,
since the day you up and left me,
the day you made your choice.
I tried to live as usual,
I tried to laugh and smile,
I even traveled far away
to forget what we shared
for a while.
Yet I dreamt of you yesterday,
I dreamt of oceans and skies,
I saw you look right at me,
with you familiar melting eyes.
And yes, you said I love you
those words i thought you'd forgot
i asked you why you went away
you said you've forgotten me not.
I woke up from my slumber,
from a warm and sunny dream
to a cold world and an empty life
and i wanted desperately to scream
My words are not a lie,
this story is about a dream,
a dream that ripped my heart out
because i don't know what it means.