Wonder

She sits there, wonderin why things are the way they are. No one sees what she's going through. They hare her & think she is just an ugly girl. They look at her & see right through her. They don't understand anything. No one does.

She wonders what life would be like if she had a different personality. If she did things differently. What would people think then? if she hung-out with different people. If she dated different guys.

She may wonder but most of the time she doesn't care. But life as she knows it is ruined. She can't fix it & doesn't wanna make it worse. She doesn't know what to do. All she can do is wonder.

Deep in her heart there is a different side of her. She doesn't know what that side is like & how to let it out. What if that side could make her a better person? Or her life would change & be a whole lot better. All she can do is wonder.