You asked me tonight why am I doing this?
You told me that this would not be something I would miss!
I wanted to tell you all the reasons why
But all I saw was guilt in your eye.
I wish you could look at me just once
Without the fear and thought of getting caught
I have so much to offer you
But you wont let me anywhere near you
I love you more with each passing day
But it makes no difference whatever I say
I want to make you the happiest man alive
I want to make all your dreams come alive
I want to say to so much to you
Grabbing my heart with your smooth moves
You are like no other guy I met
But you will never be mine I bet
I love the way you always know
How to help and let me grow
I love the way you take the time
On things I dont know to clarify
I love the way you look at me
It always makes me feel very girly
I love the way that you kiss me
It never fails to make me go weak at the knees
There is so much more I want to say
I could talk for at least one whole day
Of the reasons your my dream come true
Major problem you do not want me to.
I love you so much it hurts deep inside
For a real love I have to hide
You are so worried about the impact at home
Whatever I offer I am on my own
As I watch you sleeping I am dreading the day
When you decide to go away
You never got to know me at all
And I cannot help wondering did you care at all.
As I watch you sleeping the lights coming through
I wipe my latest tear of doom
I know the routine and pick up my things
And say goodbye to some more of my dreams.
