Razorblade

My former best friend
And only comfort
Is now my enemy
It haunts me
It screams "use me!"
But I won't give in

or

My former best friend
And only comfort
Is now my enemy
I'm afraid to even look at it
The urge will kick in
I don't wanna start again

*well here's to versions of basically the same poem..i wrote them last year and well..i've kinda broken my "i dont' want to start again" thing...