From the moment i met you,
I knew you'd be something special,
we started dating with in a week,
I wasn't sure if it would even last a couple days,
but it ended up lasting about 6 months,
I always felt right with you like i could be myself,
I was never really sure of what i had,
Until you were gone,
The times we spent together just flew by,
I risked it all for you,
Case i just wanted us to work,
I left for a month,
And when i came back you were just like a friend,
I didn't feel right,
But yet deep down i knew you were the one to keep,
But i couldn't stand the thought that I'd be holding on to you longer when i knew i had to let go soon,
I did everything to find a reason to break it off,
And the first thing i found i threw it in your face,
and broke it off easily,
I used some dumb excuses to also let you know i didn't want you,
those are still true but i know thats not why i did it,
But i wish you could see that its hard for me to love for so long,
cause having you 6 months just made me feel I wanted something new,
But now that its over,
I cant stand the sight of seeing you wit another girl or even the fact that they like you,
It makes me so mad,
even thought i shouldn't care,
But i knew i was making a mistake by not holding on and i even admitted it to you,
You had something most don't in a relationship,
and that was love, trust, and friendship,
but now i wish i could take it all back,
I just wish you were still mine!
