Its as if I am running a race with you.
But your falling behind.
I have the choice to go, to hopefully finish this race.
Yet I stop and wait here for you to catch up.
I will always be here waiting.
Just know that I refuse to back track.
I will not turn around and carry you throughout.
For it hurts to much to even just look back.
I hate telling myself that I won't race to you and help.
For I want to more then anything right now.
But that is not how this race is supposed to go.
I am cheating while standing still.
Hopefully you know that I can't wait forever.
That I have to go on further.
I need to cross that finish line sooner or later...
With you by my side or not. -
