I don't know what to call this ideas anyone

I know at times life is tough and you feel this time you've had enough. it just seems like it gets worse and your whole world seems cursed. but please stay and pray things will get better. this weather can't last forever. but life without you would be like no life at all and all i could do is sit and bawl . to weak to even crawl to solid ground , to weak to hear the sound of your voice , "my dear its time to make a choice to live or die, but first consider who you'd make cry? who would ask why? " "my dear its not only you here and though it is your life it affects more than you. please understand this is very true.because i'm the one who truely does care and love you .

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