My Dear Old Friend

Oh my dear old friend
We seem to meet here yet again
In this room where I first cried
But for a while the blood had dried

But you continued to call my name
And I gave in with bitter shame
To your sleek and shiny steel
That takes away the pain I feel

I watched the crimson begin to flood
It falls to the floor, leaving a stain of blood
But I don't care about it anymore
This time I was struck to the core

No one cared or understood
Then again, I don't see how they would
How could they ever know
The things I never would let show

My dear old friend
What have I done?
Can't you find someone else?
Why must I be the one?

I'm beggining to lose my self-control
I knew this wouldn't last
I just came running back to you
To feel your coldness in my grasp

Away with my emotions
As the red flows down
Bye bye to those petty tears
As they tumble to the ground

I'm sorry friend but you must go
But don't worry it's not for long
I'll come back to this very spot
Where my whole life went wrong.