I look his way
and feel a dissapointment
deep inside as if something has died. i know i shouldnt let this drag me down. but i do.
i tell my friends about the misery that follows me day after day.
And they give me the same advice they gave me the day before.
\"just talk to him, just walk up and talk to him\"
but its soo much harder to actually DO it.
im afraid
i dont want to be annoying or make a fool out of myself. i fear that if i try i will do both.
when i finally get up the nerve to walk up to him and say hi, my whole day automatically turns into some fairy world full of magic.
And if i let myself believe
just for a moment
i could swear i saw his whole face light up in a smile.
a smile meant just for me
but, is that even...possible??
