I used to be you\'re princess
i was you\'re baby girl
but then this monster possessed me
i told you to go to hell
This monster took a hold of me
it put me through so much pain
i had no reason to live...
what was there to gain
those who\'d been there for me....
didn\'t know what to do
the sweet tempered girl had gone....
now there was just you
my life is a struggle every thing\'s surreal
theres a continuous ringing in my ear
i don\'t feel well
a river of black lives down my cheek..
i try to conceal my pain...
everyday i paint on a smile
and play this deadly game
i don\'t give a dam bout my welfare
its only pain in the end
once a mortal enemy.. now my only friend....
i dreamt of dying they were the best times of my life
i think back to those cuts....
i think back to that knife
the internal pain consumes me
the worlds swallowed me whole
i was muted into silence by my tortured soul
my life\'s corrupted everythings a blinding mess
somethings been broken that lies in my chest...
you don\'t wanna talk to anyone
you find it hard to breathe
and when was the last time you saw the sun
i know they all think its for attention
WELL THEY CAN GO TO HELL
take a close look at me... you can see i\'m not feeling well
you\'re life is so f**cked
nothings going right
you just wanna die
as you turn the light out at night
you lay there in the dark for hours
sleep doesn\'t arrive
you\'re destroyed by insomnia
you\'re barely alive
hours creep past as you lay there in the dark
and its all because...
you broke my heart....