Why Did You Guys Always Have To Make My Life So Hard
All My Desperate Cries Out To You
Fallen On Cold Shoulders
How I Always Wanted To Belong
But Now I'm Even More Of An Out Cast
Nothing More Then A Dark Shade Drifting
Drifting In And Out Of Reality
For What Have I Become And What Shall I Ever Do
But Really Am I All That Different From You
Hmmm I Guess I Am
I Have These Feels You All Should Be Happy You Never Get
And I Shall Continue Writing For I Am At Peace
Like A Firefly Dancing In The Gentle Summer Breeze Of The Night
Not A Care In The World
So Now You See Writing Puts My Mind To Ease
I Have No One Out There To Really Talk To
Nothing More Then The Shadows Alike Me
I Can See It Clearly Now, I Have Trapped My Real Being Away
I Have Done Things To Let My Mind Escape The Real World
So I Play Games And Dream My Life Away
And Where Did That Get Me...
Nowhere But Getting A Cold Slap In The Face
Now I Have Counsellor Trying To Help
Like She Really Cares What I Have To Say
There's No Way She Can Relate
But It Dos Not Matter Now
I'm Not Saying Just To Leave Me Alone
How Can I Just Open Up To Someone So Easley
Since Then When I Talked To Her
So Had My Mom But I Don't Want Someone Telling Them What I Said
Why Cant People Just Leave Things Alone
And If You Happen To Hear What Someone Says Don't Go Telling Other People
And So Now She Try's Talking To Me
But For It Doesn't Matter Anyways
All The Years You Had A Chance To Make It Better
To Patch Up Everything Bad That Has Happen To Me
Instead I Keep Growing This Distance Away From All
Don't You Wonder Why I Don't Want To Talk to You Now
It Shouldn't Have Gone This Far...
Drugs Who Needs Them It Can Be Much More Fun This Way
And Then There's Those Times...
When You Feel Like Nothing Matters Anymore
So You May Turn To The Knife
A Nice Cut To Ease You Pain
And Ease Your Mind
So I Have To Say I Don't Want Your Help
All I Ever Wanted Was To Be Loved
