Missing u

I miss her so much she left without me being able to say goodbye...wen i first heard dat u were dead i couldnt belive it...the fact dat i wasnt goin to be able to see u ever again made me cry so much...i tried to go to school to try to get my mind off of da fact dat u were dead nd dat i wasnt goin to be able to see u ever again...y did u leave me wit out saying goodbye...i knoe i didnt get along with my dad which was ur son bt no matter wat u still are my grandmother nd dats y i luv u nd it hurts me to knoe dat i will never ever get to see u again...i cried night and day non-stop wen i heard da bad news...my mom tried to get me to feel much better bt i just couldnt forget bout da fact dat u werent goin to be wit us any more...u left lost of memories nd family behind...i had harsh times were were i got to da point were all i do is think bout u nd all my problems...i knoe dat know ur in a better place nd i\'m happy for u bt i miss u alot...da day dat i went to ur house it made me feel like if i was a home nd i didnt want to leave anymore...ur family (my aunties) welcomed me nd treatd me so nice...me nd my sister nd brother cried alot wen we heard da bad news i felt like if i wasnt goin to be able to face da fact da u were gone dat i wasnt goin to see u anymore wen i go to mexico...i use to love goin to mexico to see u bt now dat i go i feel dat sumthings missing nd dat sumthing is u...i love u grandma...
gone but not forgotten...
u will always be missed...i will make sure dat ur memorie stays alive no matter wat...i love u and i miss u grandma

10-06-06