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by Kendyl Oct 6, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
You said you would always be there. That you would always care. You said that you would give me the world. But all of that has gone down the drain. I loved you for so long, And now i realize it was just a waste. I sit here thinking, About how my life would be, If you still loved me. Maybe i would have my normal friends back. And i wouldnt have the cuts on my wrists. Maybe i wouldnt have a drinking problem. And just be heaven sent. I cant be perfect, I guess i was close. But now all i am is incomplete. Its like im numb. Numb from the pain, Numb from the heart break, Numb from realizing nothing is gunna be the same. I keep thinking, It will all be alright, It will all be okay. But now its like i cant think anything. Cause im sitting here. Im numb. Numb from the pain, Numb from the heart break, Numb from realizing nothing is gunna be the same. Ever.