So depressed

I'm very depressed i can't
sleep all i do is listen to my
music and write suicide notes
and watch myself bleed
crimson tears

i don't know whats wrong
how did i let the sweetest
of dreams slip right out of
my head

cause now all i think about
is death and blood that i bleed
everyday, i know that I'm
loved but i cant go on

with what i do in the night
and what i lie about its all
coming on to strong, oh god
please help and shine the light
over my head and give me hope