Well since everybody pretty much knows I\'ll take the time to tell how it really goes.
Just sit back, take it all in
This expierence wasnt a blessing, I guess it could be considered a sin.
I just want you to stop asking questions and finally know why I\'m giving in.
The Night we met was unforgettable
Its been so long its kinda hard to let it go.
I don\'t know what drew me to you, but dancing w/you was all I
wanted to do.
You had me from the very start, w/each n every bit of my heart.
But rough times came our way, n its finally time to call it a day.
So close your eyes and listen to my voice.
I have to say goodbye, I have no other choice.
These past 3 years have really gone by quick.
So many memories, the good times, and even the shit.
I won\'t forget you, nor will I try.
The last thing I want is for you to cry.
Its too bad we didnt make it, but to be honest w/ you, I\'m so sick of
trying to fake it.
I tried to hold on for so long, but everything was lie all along.
I know you\'re wondering what lies I\'m talking about, and its the ones I told so we could go out.
We started out so great, its hard to believe that beginning to feel hate.
To really start this out , being with eachother was what we were all about.
We weren\'t allowed to see eachother so I figured I\'d start lying to my father.
I lied about where I was going and all along they didn\'t know you were the one I was pursuin
Eventually we got in trouble, conversations started getting humble, but the more my parents said no, the more I didnt want you to go.
After so long, I was really thinking dishonest n\' wrong
We decided on a fake name, by that time we were masters to the game.
I did all I could do because you were all I wanted, but unfortunatley you took everthing I gave for granted.
Big mistake I made, feelings were already starting to fade.
Leaving you was already on my mind, I felt that this was finally our time.
I warned you how bad it was getting for weeks, but you kept actin like you were here for keeps
You let yourself get lazy, and during that time my vision of loving you became hazy.
I did all I could have done to keep us together, even though I knew deep down we wouldnt last forever
I don\'t know what I was thinkin, So stupid of me.
I should have listend when everyone told me to let it be.
I\'m amazed of how quick I lost hope the minute I heard you were smokin dope.
Reality hit me fast, visions from our past.
Exactly at that moment it was time for me to quit this bad habit.
I don\'t care if it was true or false, you still said it, those words came from you.
I decided to move on and I looked back n realized.....
You lied to me when you said how it\'d be.
You acted like you were free and continuously neglected me.
I can\'t believe you would do something so stupid, but I won\'t blame that on poor Mr. Cupid
He can\'t help it that you acted careless at the time we were nearly hopeless.
I guess I wasn\'t really satisfied because the image of me without you, Well I was no longer terrified.
So there it all is.
This is how the story ends.
I\'m no longer called his and we can\'t even be friends.
Thats okay with me though, because I\'m once again whole.
Needless to say, I finally smile at the end of the day knowing that I\'m already okay.
