Trying to let you go....

I wish you could see me now holding back the tears
I am really trying not to
I am doing that something fierce

I want to see you once more
but it's just too hard
I promised myself that
I wouldn't do this to anymore

I promised myself
on that faithful day
if my daughter was born
that I would give you away

I would give you up
and let you go
she's means more to me
she's my precious gold

Somebody told me once
to love two people is a gift
I think it's a damn curse
because some days
the hurt pains get worse

I will cry myself to sleep tonight
thinking of you
because in my dreams
is the only place
where you and I can be
I love you.......