U did once love me

Nobody said it was going to be easy...
cos reds my colour now...
u ripped apart my feelings...and now i hope u burn in hell...
to make me feel so...
dirty
to make me wanna die...
andthen to soak me full with ure sympathy...
and still call ureself my guy...
dont mishear the song im singing
cos u were the best thing in my life
u treated me so perfect
until i started playing with that knife...
it was the trickle down part of our breakup... that u began to kill me...
coming back for more and more...
only under the effect of alcohol torture
so ure legs throughmy window n imtelling u not to make a sound
cos as much as uve hurt me
i still want u around...
but that was months ago...
you n ure gf are so happy together...
in love
in love in love
it makes me sick...
cos im so over all ure sh**t