I saw your name;
A tear fell;
I knew everything was a game.
Although you never did tell.
You broke my heart;
Ruined my life.
Tore it apart;
And stabbed it with a knife.
I thought I would be the one;
Who could change you completely.
But everything was done;
It happened so differently.
Isn't it sad,
When I feel so much pain,
And no matter how hard I try,
It just won't seem to go away?!
When you told me you like me;
I couldn't explain what i felt.
I didn't know if I was sad or happy;
All I know was that you made my heart melt.
Days have passed;
And I have fallen for you.
I fell in love with you so fast -
Fell in love with someone I barely knew.
Am I stupid for loving you?
Am I blind for liking you?
And now can you tell me,
Am I really crazy about you?
You told me you didn't wanna lose me;
You told me you didn't wanna hurt me.
Can I ask you something?
How come it's so different from what I see?!
I have known enough.
Yet millions of questions are still on my head.
This life is being so rough,
Now I know why some things are better left unsaid.
I can't pretend anymore;
To show everyone I'm ok.
I want to leave you now;
But there's still more I want to say.
I'm broken and dying inside,
Yet you can still see me smile.
I'm sorry for the things I tried to hide.
Thank you coz at least I've been with you for awhile.
I'll try not to fall for a guy;
Who will just come and go.
Someone who always tells lies;
And hides the things I ought to know.
I'm sorry for everything I've done,
And for everything I said.
Tonight, I will be gone -
To erase your memory on my head.
Memories I have of you,
Won't just slowly fade away.
Those memories you have given me,
Are forever in my heart will stay.
