I thought i would be a stronger person without you by my side,
How you can see you needed me
and you'd be the one who cried,
Everyday i tried my best to not look at you,
he'd you be the one to stare
because i knew if you looked at me you would still care,
I got all dressed up everyday
to make you want me back,
so you can at least say damn i
had that,
I'm not going to lie i loved you
from the start i been you friend even when we were apart,
I tried to prove to you and your friends i wasn't weak how i could go
on with out you next to me,
I guess I'm wrong because I'm the one who looks at you when your walking through the halls,
I'm the one crying behind the doors of the classroom walls,
i hate how i can stare at you and love you the way i do,
and then look at you wondering if
you still love me too
when we broke up how depressed i was,crying myself to sleep,
next morning going to school trying not to weep,
i look at you how happy you are
now that were apart,
and trying to hold in my tears because i think i did it all,
you said you weren't ready to fall in
love again and you weren't ready for me,
I wasn't ready either but i tried to make it work you made me see
that maybe we were meant to be
I thought since i wrote you that letter telling you how i felt that maybe you would ask me back out
but you never did,
I'm wondering why, did you get what you wanted from me did you think i was easy or what,
if you knew i loved you since we first met and we been friends
then why'd you leave me all alone to defend myself on my own,
they told me to let you go and if you really loved me you'd come back well i let you go for a week
and i cant seem to even handle that.
