I'm in a familiar position now
Depressed and in my bed
So I sit here with a pen and paper
And spill out all of my dread
This ink may just as well be blood
Because I'm writing this with my heart
If it was up to me my love
We would never be apart
I try to tell you I love you
But I just can't bring myself to do it
Our friendship means to much to me
So I just have to say screw it
Screw it all, my feelings, my welfare, my pain
And concentrate on you
Because the things that make you happy
Are the things that make my life bloom
Without you there is no me
If only the feelings were returned
This pain that I am going through
Is worse than any third degree burn
When you ask me what's the matter
I just want to tell you those three words
But all that must be kept silent now
Because what you desire is what you deserve
And if that is another guy
Whomever he may be
At least I was always a friend to you
And you were a friend to me...
