Do You Realise?

All the times you say to me,
You are my true friend.
I just find it hard to believe.
Do I want this friendship to end?

I don't know how
I can trust those brown eyes.
I encountered them before.
And it was all lies

Do you realise what it means
When you say
We will be best friends forever
And here I am wanting you to go away.

I just can't make sense of this.
This feeling is deep.
I'm trying so hard but..
This friendship I can't keep.