The Hardest Words!

There's a question
I've always asked myself
How can students and teachers
Say they are in love?

There's a question
I never thought I would ask myself
That question is:
How can I be a hypocrit to ask that question
When I'm one of those students

How can I be for
Something I've always hated
Something I'm against?
I just don't understand

I had a crush on a teacher
Then that crush became feelings

Every time I'm around him
Or in his class, where he's teaching
I get butterflies, and want attention
I just can't help myself

I'm contemplating
On whether I should tell him
I want to but I don't
"I love u"
Seem to be the hardest words...