Never Knew It Will Be Goodbye

by manic moments   Oct 8, 2006


Can't believe you did that
Turn your back on all these years
Just let go, just do it, leave!
You don't care anymore of these tears

All this is time, any you turn away
Another day you regret nothing
I hate you for the fact you back off
How could you turn your back on everything?

All my memories are now complicated
Because I see you in all of them, every single one
Meant to make you cry, all those old memories
Yet are you going to think of what you've done?

Second time round, you trying to leave
Another time you turn away
And now I have to hear it from them
About what's going on today

You never knew the real secrets of this years
Because you where to consumed in what you had
But you didn't know what happened to us
And how everything turned bad

Why can't you understand what is this I feel
Why are you making the mistake
Don't you see anymore
What this little group can take?

How can you just turn your back after all of this
How after what has been and will
I can't see past today because you where always there
And now my life is nothing but still

Hey, are you listening to me?
Look me in the eye and tell me goodbye
No, I didn't think you could do it like that
No, you just have to rush this bye

Not again, not again, not again
Let go of my hand, didn't look back
You fade away, you leave, your gone
Gone, goodbye, lost in memories black

Why are you leaving me again
Why are you doing this to me?
I can't take anymore that you leave me again
Why are you leaving me be?!

Goodbye then, if this is what you want
Can't believe after all these years, you will leave me
Yet you can't look me in the eye as you say goodbye
You won't let me in anymore, you won't let me see

Goodbye, you want this now
I hate you for making me cry
You know who you are, you know what you did
You told me not to all that time ago, but here it is...

Goodbye

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  • 18 years ago

    by Willow

    I'm sorry, so so so sorry. i'm sorry i have hurt you. lisa was pushing me away. u have only heard her side of the story, not mine. i know u grls hurt too. i was trying to find out y u hurt but none of u would tell me. i..........i............i........... dn't know what to say anymore. all my memories are filled with u grls aswell. i dnt want to loose them but lisa has made me feel like she doesn't want me in the group anymore. she made me feel like u and ashiehg hate me. i have become siucidal because of the argument with lisa. i sat down in the middle of the road on saturday at 7.30pm and cried. tami told me she was talking to u and lisa. and that she knew everything when it was none of her business. i was ruining amelia's party cause i was sitting on the road crying because i felt like i was loosing the people i would die for. i would still die for u. i'm as confused as u. i dn't know what to think anymore, or feel. my tablets aren't working so i ned to get stronger ones. i'm having thoughts of wat it would be like if i ovredosed. i'm falling back into the black hole and dragging u grls with me. i dn't want to though but it turned out that it would be like this. now in have no dea what i'm talking about. this poem has made me se things from ur point of view. i cried, i nearly threw all the glass stuff sitting around me and my heart tore even more. my heart tore for u. for the pain i have cause u again. i'm sorry but of course my words will never fix what i have done.
    xxooxxooxxooxxoo

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