I dont understand this world
Its nothing but a mystery
And the people around me are nothing but a blur
I thought i had the answers
At least enough to get me by
But ive come to learn that i know nothing
And im falling into nothing
And no where
Im nothing but alone
Call it what you want
You will never understand
My words could never explain
You would never never listen
I thought he cared
But only because he pretended to
He told me that he loved me
Its amazing the lies you\'ll believe just to feel like something
Something out of everything that has seemd to turn to nothing
The sun still rises in the morning
And sets into the night
The days are the same
Slowly passing by as these tears fall from my eyes
But you dont see that
You dont see me
Theres no fake smile to hide my pain
Or a joyful song to drown out my screams
Theres just me
What you see is what you get
But youll never see the real me
You dont even know
Actions speak louder then words
But my word are never heard
Holding onto a hope
That someday everything will change
That day hasnt come
And that hope is starting to fade away
But this is me
This is my life
I live it everyday
I take two steps forward
And get pushed three steps back
How do you move one
When theres nothing left to look forward to
Who knows what tomorrow brings
