Confusion

Falling down,
Deeper and deeper,
Fears inside,
They swallow me,

Taking my sanity,
Taking my soul,
Drowning me,

Wanting only for the voices to stop,
Lost and confused,
Scared and lonely,
But not wanting anyone near,

Fighting alone,
Fighting in silence,
Fighting for sunshine,
Fighting for my dreams,

Just me and myself,
Raging, bubbling, boiling,
Pushing hard,
Finding the light,
Finding the hope,
Finding the strength not to fall apart.