If you wanted me to tell you exactly how I feel
I would not be able to
I cannot pinpoint it
I am not sure how
I do not know who I am
But I am pretty sure I am getting there
Happiness seems to always be peeking around the corner
But somehow I never can walk around to it
I am stuck in the same spot
With dirty people and regret
I am not sure if I should say regret
But for now it will have to do
I just want all of my old battle wounds to heal
Days go by
Still with no way to heal
Slightly alive
But not all the way there
Slighty dead
But nowhere near
Just one more night to sleep
Maybe it will all go away
Just one more dream
And it will all go away
But I know it wont
Darkness looms in all my dreams
Somehow startling me more than real life
Feeling more real than everyday life
I will still walk with one big smile on my face
If people knew of my thoughts, they would just look at me in disgrace..
So I will just walk around with one big smile on my face,
Pretend it does not exist.
And maybe it will all go away.
