Hate myself

Often I hear people say "You're such a beautiful girl", but why can't I see this beauty?
Often I hear people say "I envy you", but why don't they take a close look? Why can't they see, that there's nothing to envy?
Often I hear "I love you", but why can't I love myself then?
Damn, why do I hate myself? And why does it never end?

Sorry, but it was too long for a quote.