Ups and downs, Whats my next decision?
My head is filled with darkness my past is a prison.
It captures me so its hard to move,
My moods don't seem to run so smooth.
Suddenly I'm fine again,
Glad my bad thoughts came to an end.
What's wrong with me? is the question that plays on my mind,
The moods are always worse the second time.
Wanting nothing but a positive distraction,
Only theres nothing but dissatisfaction
Searching for answers to sooth my emotion,
My heads filled with so much commotion.
Trying to snap out of it I'm begging for it not to last,
It feels so familiar, another relapse of my past.
Each bad memory feels like karma,
If only i wasn't reminded of the drama.
How can i get over this pain?
Help me before it happens again..
