Goodbye Charlie

The reality of suicide is real,
But we all do not feel,
The tears,
The fears,
The pain within our bodies,
Terrozing us each day.

I hear you screeching my name,
My ears bleeding in pain,
Why will you not leave me?
I will not forget you
But you don\'t listen,
You stay glued to me like shadows.

How can I not forget you?
You were my best mate in life,
You were there for me in times of need,
You were there in times of pain,
But still you would never leave me when I wanted you to go,
But when I dont want you to go you leave in a hurry,
Leaving me in pain, fear and tears forever and ever.

Even though your gone now,
I still do not forget,
though your far away,
You are still in my heart.
Each of my days now are filled with pain, endless tears and memories of you.

My caring Charlie,
You were taken out of my arms in such a hurry,
I never had chance to say goodbye,
I never had chance to tell you how i felt,
But you were gone.

You were everything to me,
I was going to come and see you,
I was going to let you meet my mates,
I was going to show you were i lived but maybe its too late.

i love you charlie and always will,
You will remain in my heart forever without fail,
I hope you are watching over me and someday i will see you
Rip hun,
Love becky xx