What is life

Yes take another puff and another drink do your next slit on the wrist so your feel painless once again. why not stop is the question all this is going to kill u, but they cant cause this world is to real they want to feel good and not get put down with everything that is happening to there world slowly watching it shatter. yes some of these people you know and are part of your family, they could even be your own child, and you wouldn't even know it. they hide there fears and put on a fake smile everyday while they keep thinking and writing there depression and death poems. so have you ever wondered if there could be a better life, where there is not violence and no fears. they do there scared of whats to come. yes they are in great pain so they do what they do to wash it away to make them feel amazing with one puff, drink or slit. they cover it up and put on that smile knowing they want to die. so tell me something, what is life when the hardest thing in this world is to live in it.