When I cut

When I cut I don't feel it,
after the first cut its a thrill its like a little game to see how much you can bleed so I cut and cut deeper and deeper drop the blade look at my arm and just laugh, cause it don't faze me I don't think theres nothing wrong by cutting yourself if thats the only way you can deal with the pain. So if your going to cut and then cry you might not as well waste the razor blades time when he could be playing my dark little game