A black soul

Right now my soul is black, there is something that i lack.
you'll never know my true feelings even if i wrote them on the ceiling.
my thoughts i want to share, but i feel that you don't care.
you tell others you still love me, but I'm the one who needs to see.you know you mean so much to me.
why don't you ask me back out, or even on a date, maybe one day it will be to late.
if you care for me, get down on your knees and prove it to me.
i wanna freak out and let if go, i just want you to know.
i want you to see my wrists, i want the touch of just one more kiss. i want the way we used to cuddle, i miss the way we used to snuggle.
with out you I'm not whole, I'm just a lonely little black soul.