I lost him

If you have read my other poems the boy that wrote those two titled he wrote these for me is gone

a broken heart a beating pain
this is no longer just a game
i gave my heart
you took it well
i feel into a deep spell

you came around but not so soon
you broke a heart and it was mine
i might as well just make a shrine

through times of pain you were there
but we were not being fair
to all the times that we let waste
to all the people we gave haste

we share a pain
and it bares red
please don\\\'t forget
i know i won\\\'t

there comes a time in a girls life
when she wonders if this is worth the pain
the hardship
the broken melodies
that time reverses and falls to pieces

***i don\\\'t think when i write my poems it just comes straight from my heart so I\\\'m sorry if they are hard to follow but just bare with me
adios