I know I still love you
I can feel it in my heart.
But it's just not the same.
You make me sick.
You use words as your weapons,
and then plead as innocent.
And I'm stupid enough so sit here
and believer every word of it.
You act like your sorry,
and give me these empty apologies.
But they don't help anymore.
I am numb to the pain you cause.
I ignore all the meaningless
"heartfelt" things you say.
I could care less about whether you feel bad or
not.
I am tired of listening to what you have to say,
Because quite frankly,
I just don't believe it.
You are filled with stupidity.
Right to the brim.
And it takes 5 people
to help you realize I'm annoyed.
If my heart were a ship,
then with your loose lips,
by now,
It would have sunken a thousand times.
My little bits of hope left for you is why
I wear this fake smile.
But what a burden it is
To have to keep putting it on
Everyday.